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Hey OB,
In abhis case, a scar endometriosis excision...last case of the day. Before you get all nervous and jittery, I did a PCNL with MaMo today in the afternoon. So I didnt say no to him today. But I do have to improve our relationship there.....this Tom and Jerry is stressful for me. Im always anxious that he's angry with me. And logically, he can't be angry with me for not being there all the time for him. I also have to have a slightly spread out practice. I barely have 2/3 surgeons in any case now! Maybe it's all in my head. But today when I told him sonal maam is there for the saifee case, he just snatched him phone from my hand and turned around. Even the technician remarked "Sir never speaks to you." :(
But I'm so light in my heart, i don't want to mull too much over this. I do me. He does him. And I'm the #eternaloptimist, remember?????
I wanted to go for the Michael movie tonight at 8, but I don't think I'll make it. After that it'll be my sleep time, and I'll waste a ticket sleeping in the movie theatre!! Hoping tomorrow I go for either Michael or Devil wears Prada 2. I have waited 2 years for the sequel. I absolutely LOVE meryl streep!!!!! She's perfection: beautiful, acts like a beast and is the perfect Devil Boss.
What's happening with you? Hope you are fine. I pray for you everyday. That you find your happiness, that your soul finds peace. Don't live in guilt, don't live in fear. We live only once. We will never know about the next one. Enjoyment and gratitude for the life we have. We have the best life. The best family. The best dogs. The best jobs. The best friends (take a bow). The worst watchmen.
Love, prayers and good wishes to you always dear OB,
Aai