#nervousness
Puru will do well, with, or without your worry. Your worry won't impact his performance. You are needlessly shedding adrenaline and sweat.
We are only custodians of our kids. They are gifts, we nurture them, bring them up and hand them to the world. Like us. In the end, they all do well. There's no telling what the future holds, hence worrying about it is not a good use of time. Instead, spend whatever moment you have with them, like friends in a Hostel, because no one spends his whole life in a hostel, and a hostel brings back the fondest memories of fun, frolic, and late night reverie. Why shouldn't a home be like that? Kids today need friends, constant, supportive, always present. Just being there for them when social media turns off, is the best gift. Amen.
AD - stands for Attention Demanding. Not my place to advise you, but if I was in your place, I would keep my eyes on the ball all the time. Plus, you know the patient, so, try to keep another anesthesiologist with you, or around you, if possible. Otherwise, play it cool and smoke a few.
#nervousMom