myunderstanding
It was specific for me (not generic)
I have lived in this situation before. I have chosen to learn from it now. My soul hasn't died since it recreated the same cycle, keeping me unable to reach my Maker. But if I surrender unto Him, I will reach him.
And I will. Because I'm not lost.
My realisation: The truth is, first I was lost, now I'm found.
Did I understand you correctly?