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Lunch was good.
I was serving the guests, so I did 15,000 steps today, approx 10 kms. That was when my phone was in my pocket. Many times it wasn't and there's no way my phone knows how many steps I am taking when it's not with me.
Daani and Hala came back with me. Saba and Wali stayed back. Saba will help with the cleaning, tidying up, etc.
What was the inner search about? Your mortality? Wondering what your role is? Is it worth being remembered? What if we are forgotten?
My take - everything is ephemeral... Everything will eventually die out. Such is the nature of life, even stars shining bright today will run out of fuel and collapse, or explode, never to be seen again.
'ye kÄ.enÄt abhÄ« nÄ-tamÄm hai shÄyad, ki aa rahÄ« hai damÄdam sadÄ-e-kun-fayakÅ«Ć±...'
~ Allama Iqbal
It means - creation is on going, even at the scale of stars.
What does this mean?
Do something for the One Being that doesn't forget, so that He will remember you long after the stars stop shining.
Amen.